This essay or composition is written for all those me loves with all my heart deep from top to bottom inside of my heart. Especially to : My three lovely kids, my family, my relatives, my closed ones and those whom me had told me love. My love is true, pure, innocent, decent and its as clear as blue sky.
Like the sky, sometimes it changes cloudy, sometimes dark and maybe sometimes misty. No matter how its colour changes; its STILL only but 'the sky' and same with my heart. Its always true to itself. Changes happens when we are mere human beings; living in this earth land. To err is human remember?? Everyone does mistakes, everyone needs forgiveness and everyone needs to be "love' or to find 'love'.
Love is only a 'word' ; & it doesn't cost a single dime. Therefore many tends to use is freely. Plus there's no law in this earth land that states one will be punished if one forsake the person he/she said they love. I count my blessings each day for having those whom had given me some minor love me needed when me was young.Being living with my grandparents and growing up with my aunties and uncles whom are just like bros and sisters to me. As for all my aunties whom me owes my gratitude's towards.. Me would like to say "thank you" to them here for making me whom me am today. They taught me good manners, to be kind, not to lie, not to cheat and not to steal. I really owes all these well learnt lessons from them.
I've been thro' it, lives in its situation, seen it thro' and now walking pass by it. You know, life is but a journey. A journey has itz ups and downs just as the sea waves. Sometimes there's high tide and sometimes low tide. It keeps flowing and will never stop. At the time when it stops; that could be the 'end of the journey'. So I belief that everyone should never stop and continue fighting it through till you drop dead. Because when you stop fighting, there's no more hopes left behind, no more desire remaining anymore. Therefore to continue living, one must always fight it thro'; strongly and bravely. Be it tough, be it hard, be it rough, its always 'worth-it' when you fight for what you wanted, what you desire 'life' to be like.
To my beloved children ; here mimi (mummy) would wanna tell you all... Mi loves you all till my dying day. Mi will always do what mi can do to improve all your standard of living. Mi will continue to 'fight' for what mi think; is BEST for all of you. Please do understands that for everything mi does, mi do it for 'your sake'. Mi have hardly spends a dime on mi myself when me was around with all of you. Every dime, every penny me earns, mi uses it back on my family. Mi had grown up in a thrifty manner. Mi don't buys as much clothes, as many shoes, been to as many movies as all of you have enjoyed. Mi has learnt to buy only what me needed or could affords to buy. Mi am never like all of you, so spoilt and rotten. Mi drives a lousy move able car that could take me from A to B... and mi am happy with just that. Mi tried to maintain the home (flat) that mi bought but sadly none of you likes that home. Btw, its gone now, so no point mentioning about it anymore.Mi knows that everyone had tried to stop mi from leaving, everyone thinks that mi will not leaves if you all blocks Grace from coming with mimi. Sadly, you all made the biggest mistake and had caused too much pains for Grace and mimi to face. Grace is mimi's one and only last baby and she will always be mi's little princess of my family forevermore till my dying day. Now... you all can see... how much hurts and sadness this departure had brings into Grace and mi's life. She's upset, she don't have a mom near her; while am crying here each day praying to be near her, with her and by her... Nevertheless... things just cant turns back overnight; same as the clock. Once the time is gone, you would have to wait for the right time, the right moment to make things running smoothly again. Therefore, in between this waiting periods, mi just can keeps mi's fingers crossed and pray hard. Praying for all the BEST miracle to happen one fine day. Not too long to come.. so just takes a little extra patience. Patience conquers the world and makes it evolves round the world. Persistency will brings one to the 'success' path of one's desire as long one keeps one's mind clear in pursuing into persistency.
I love all of you sincerely, truthfully and with all my honesty. I am doing my duty, I am thinking of all of you each and every second, every minute, every moment, everyday, every week, every month and every year as time drags me by. I'm keeping to my dreams of a 'happy family' there to be one fine sunshiny day. We will all be reunited and enjoys our time together, sharing each precious moments we missed out. Although me do knows, it will never be the same anymore becoz all of you would have grown up and have your own life to live. Therefore, all that's in my dreams might just turns into ashes. Nevertheless, till then... I just really wanted to tell all of you.. Everything I do, I do for 'you', every moment I live, its becoz of "you". Without "you" my life would have been but an empty sack. I will do all my best to protect 'you' and although we may be far apart from each other; just remember... I'm as near as it is to you coz 'you all' am living alive in my mind, in my heart and in my soul. I love each of you fairly. Each of you is my individual gold "treasure" where no1 can replace, no money could buys. "You" are all my hopes, my desire in living pursuing a better future for all of you may not make sense to you. One day, when you all finds out and understands the truth. Just pray you all will see the difference in living life here and compares it, then at that moment, hoping 'you all' will 'thanks' me... that is IF I'm still around. For time being; May GOD bless each of you with health & happiness. Be Strong all my beloved kids. I know you all CAN make it goes right. I have faith in all of you 'my child.'
Like the sky, sometimes it changes cloudy, sometimes dark and maybe sometimes misty. No matter how its colour changes; its STILL only but 'the sky' and same with my heart. Its always true to itself. Changes happens when we are mere human beings; living in this earth land. To err is human remember?? Everyone does mistakes, everyone needs forgiveness and everyone needs to be "love' or to find 'love'.
Love is only a 'word' ; & it doesn't cost a single dime. Therefore many tends to use is freely. Plus there's no law in this earth land that states one will be punished if one forsake the person he/she said they love. I count my blessings each day for having those whom had given me some minor love me needed when me was young.Being living with my grandparents and growing up with my aunties and uncles whom are just like bros and sisters to me. As for all my aunties whom me owes my gratitude's towards.. Me would like to say "thank you" to them here for making me whom me am today. They taught me good manners, to be kind, not to lie, not to cheat and not to steal. I really owes all these well learnt lessons from them.
I've been thro' it, lives in its situation, seen it thro' and now walking pass by it. You know, life is but a journey. A journey has itz ups and downs just as the sea waves. Sometimes there's high tide and sometimes low tide. It keeps flowing and will never stop. At the time when it stops; that could be the 'end of the journey'. So I belief that everyone should never stop and continue fighting it through till you drop dead. Because when you stop fighting, there's no more hopes left behind, no more desire remaining anymore. Therefore to continue living, one must always fight it thro'; strongly and bravely. Be it tough, be it hard, be it rough, its always 'worth-it' when you fight for what you wanted, what you desire 'life' to be like.
To my beloved children ; here mimi (mummy) would wanna tell you all... Mi loves you all till my dying day. Mi will always do what mi can do to improve all your standard of living. Mi will continue to 'fight' for what mi think; is BEST for all of you. Please do understands that for everything mi does, mi do it for 'your sake'. Mi have hardly spends a dime on mi myself when me was around with all of you. Every dime, every penny me earns, mi uses it back on my family. Mi had grown up in a thrifty manner. Mi don't buys as much clothes, as many shoes, been to as many movies as all of you have enjoyed. Mi has learnt to buy only what me needed or could affords to buy. Mi am never like all of you, so spoilt and rotten. Mi drives a lousy move able car that could take me from A to B... and mi am happy with just that. Mi tried to maintain the home (flat) that mi bought but sadly none of you likes that home. Btw, its gone now, so no point mentioning about it anymore.Mi knows that everyone had tried to stop mi from leaving, everyone thinks that mi will not leaves if you all blocks Grace from coming with mimi. Sadly, you all made the biggest mistake and had caused too much pains for Grace and mimi to face. Grace is mimi's one and only last baby and she will always be mi's little princess of my family forevermore till my dying day. Now... you all can see... how much hurts and sadness this departure had brings into Grace and mi's life. She's upset, she don't have a mom near her; while am crying here each day praying to be near her, with her and by her... Nevertheless... things just cant turns back overnight; same as the clock. Once the time is gone, you would have to wait for the right time, the right moment to make things running smoothly again. Therefore, in between this waiting periods, mi just can keeps mi's fingers crossed and pray hard. Praying for all the BEST miracle to happen one fine day. Not too long to come.. so just takes a little extra patience. Patience conquers the world and makes it evolves round the world. Persistency will brings one to the 'success' path of one's desire as long one keeps one's mind clear in pursuing into persistency.
I love all of you sincerely, truthfully and with all my honesty. I am doing my duty, I am thinking of all of you each and every second, every minute, every moment, everyday, every week, every month and every year as time drags me by. I'm keeping to my dreams of a 'happy family' there to be one fine sunshiny day. We will all be reunited and enjoys our time together, sharing each precious moments we missed out. Although me do knows, it will never be the same anymore becoz all of you would have grown up and have your own life to live. Therefore, all that's in my dreams might just turns into ashes. Nevertheless, till then... I just really wanted to tell all of you.. Everything I do, I do for 'you', every moment I live, its becoz of "you". Without "you" my life would have been but an empty sack. I will do all my best to protect 'you' and although we may be far apart from each other; just remember... I'm as near as it is to you coz 'you all' am living alive in my mind, in my heart and in my soul. I love each of you fairly. Each of you is my individual gold "treasure" where no1 can replace, no money could buys. "You" are all my hopes, my desire in living pursuing a better future for all of you may not make sense to you. One day, when you all finds out and understands the truth. Just pray you all will see the difference in living life here and compares it, then at that moment, hoping 'you all' will 'thanks' me... that is IF I'm still around. For time being; May GOD bless each of you with health & happiness. Be Strong all my beloved kids. I know you all CAN make it goes right. I have faith in all of you 'my child.'
One day, you all will see all these me had suffered and underwent just for all your 'happiness' 'here ' to be. Words are mi has to express my feelings mi has deep down inside of mimi.
I love you all very very much.
Be Bless & Stay Bless. Best Regards. - Mimi(mummy)
Be Bless & Stay Bless. Best Regards. - Mimi(mummy)
